On the day of my tenth wedding anniversary I awoke from dreaming about my husband having an affair with his ex-girlfriend. Not only was he having an affair but she was pregnant and living with us. Myself, being his wife and all, was quite upset by this but had to listen to her because she was el prego. My resentment of her kept building up until she lost my digital camera and wouldn’t let me buy a new one. At that point all my anger came boiling out and I proceeded to beat her up. Well…as much as you can beat someone up while pulling hair and jerking her head back and forth. I am a sissy and proud of it.
Why I dreamed this I have no idea. I don’t even think I want to know what it means. All I know is that I wasn’t too happy with my husband when I woke up because somehow he should have known what I was dreaming about and done something to stop his behavior. You’d think after ten years he’d be able to read my mind.
What cracks me up is that I was fine with his affair, her being pregnant, and her living with us. I didn’t like it but I put up with it. However, when she lost my camera then the fight was on. I wonder what that says about me?
